Couldn’t leave my dad’s side

That night My Sister, Brother, Dad and I watched movies all night trying to keep our minds off of what had happened. We watched a comedy movie called Mask. It was funny, but I felt like I couldn’t smile or laugh, I felt depressed. After the movie was over, My sister and I slept in my dads room where my mom used to sleep. I felt like I couldn’t leave my dads side. Wherever he went, I went. I didn’t want to be left alone. I needed my family the most, well, what is left of it. When I layed there, in that bed, I felt paralyzed. I couldn’t move. I felt like the world just collapsed on top of me. I felt like I was drowning in my own tears. When the next morning came, Saturday, May 27 we layed in bed all day. We didn’t do anything. My sister and I had a lot of questions. So, we talked, watched TV, and cried. It was a very depressing day, nobody had and appetite, nobody ate. All we could do it sleep, watch TV, and cry. We all kept getting headaches from all the crying. My dad tried to be strong for us, but  every time my sister and I would cry, he would cry with us.Even though my sister and I were sad, my mom immediately wanted us to meet the criminal (Walter Ravon Dawson) (My mom calls him Ray)that she betrayed her family for. I thank God that I still have my dad. I learned from my dad that Walter had been investigated for felony child abuse, Domestic Violence, Sexual Assault. He has been arrested 3 times, does NOT have a drivers License, Has Seven kids but only sees two, with several different women, He owes more than $30,000 in child support. He can’t hold down a job, and lies to my mom about EVERYTHING. I DID NOT want to meet him, but my mom made me feel like I had too. My mom told me I wasn’t aloud to post anything on Facebook. So for me to express my feelings, I sent here emails instead. She did not seem to care about my emails after I told her I didn’t want to be around him! And she still wanted me to come see her. I wanted to see her, but I wanted her to come here and see me. We layed in bed Saturday night, and we all prayed out loud for my mom to open her eyes and stop being lied too and tricked and come home to her REAL family. Here is an article that was written about Walter http://www.ocalapost.com/florida-college-of-integrative-medicine-student-investigated-for-sexual-harassment/